i see friends during the weekend and spend time with my boyfriend every 2 or 3 weeks (since he lives afar) so i am not completely alone.
ive grown up in a big family though and have been use to having people around, so its hard to adjust.
with the work i do that require solo time anyways, so it's good i can stay productive.
am trying to think of it as training. i know the situation will change at some point. and its just a matter of being patient. i suppose..
but still, that lonesome feeling settles in once in a while. and its becoming more frequent recently. the way for me to deal with that without feeling so disencouraged is to put myself in a bubble and make believe, so my mind and heart can rest, and to direct my thoughts to something else besides my own. hope that makes sense..
thankyou for your thoughts tho. its always nice to hear. :)